Exclusion/Inclusion: Sacrilisation of personal boundaries/Sanctity

A few clear things arising from my studio/daily practice which is manifold so far - online blogs/discussions/emails bureaucracy contracts/emails collection of discarded/used daily objects studio practice as ritual and art making/'sacred' space, sanctity navigation of daily systems in berlin ie trains, money machines, work, social life, flat, food, yoga, dressing, health and so on ARE observing this idea of inclusion and exclusion from systems.. Also the sacrilisation of my own personal boundaries.. via online/email and relationships. navigation of 'systems' which are sacred as a migrant- visa, banks, registry, debt. transport/train systems. not paying. i should just get a bike. studio practice as sacred/ritual... embodiment. transformation of the overwhelm of external sacred system.. how does this feed back out into the systems of the world and question the power structures therein? EROTIC as power.. and sacred sexuality. transgression. reclaiming of female body/power. also nature. nature. experience of embodiment, yoga, meditation. social structures which are sacred/not sacred. Who decides what is sacred? Temple..? Question to self... why do i need to define? Outsider. To self. Reclamation. Immigrant. Language systems.. transgression. Subversion. Who is my audience? No one. Myself. Anyone. Politics of exclusion/inclusion.. public private. Violent policing of borders, boundaries. To avoid 'criminality'. Expression. Dance. Isolation. To even study this course, where am I? i can't get a visa through the school.. to be anywhere in the northern hemisphere. Dislocation.