Thursday, 20 September 2012

Rehearsal # 4 : Sacre and Sacri as in Sacred, Sacrilege, Sacrifice, Sacrilise Sacrum

In this process I was simply playing with an incredibly simple dance which I could stage in public in any number of systems or scenarios implicating money or consumerism, which engages with abstract embodiments of the supposedly sacred female erotic body, without really showing the body. Moving between the floor and standing in a red outfit, which is open to reading in a number of ways according to angle and gesture (little red riding hood, superhero, nun, goddess, hollywood star, retro hipster, hippy etc), I was playing with possibilities, testing them out. Very simple! 





Studio Methods I will be doing this will be polyvalent; 

1. Theoretical and artist readings on the topic done prior to mine and related processes.

2.Recording my exchanges and interactions within money systems both online in all systems and in every day reality, via consumerism and street systems and bureaucracies, observing the violence and rigidity of these systems and how they affect my sexual and erotic body and considering spaces for potential intervention, dialogue, subversion ie playfulness, humour, challenge; all recorded through writing and photographs.

3.Studio process or transforming and playing with experiences and ideas around how these relationships to money and the erotic body can be transformed and subverted in my body and creative practice through dance, performance art, voice, text, theatricality, photographs, objects, video and music in a shamanistic and internal 'sacred' process.

4.I also aim to open up a dialogue for other people, I am wanting to create an exchange in which other women/men from my real and online communities can reflect upon their own relationships to money and female sexuality- whereby they are given the task to reflect upon it and find creative transgressive space for healing and questioning- in their own lives with a ritual which moves into the world and they can also ask me to do this ritual with and for them, regardless of where they are in the world. 

I will therefore be embodying their idea within Berlin where I am living, doing a small intervention or task or 'ritual' that reflects their experience of or relationship to money and female sexuality. This way the project opens to a broader dialogue and community in which I do not feel so isolated as a female inside these systems and neither do they. It also allows for a process which becomes a social 'movement', a dialogue which can become a powerful transformative intervention across spaces. 

These will be recorded in writing, photographs or video documentation. An example is; I have already been asked to do a tarot reading on the train system by a female artist in NZ, as a form of 'payment' and an embodiment of sacred feminine process, another person has asked me to 'dance people's complaints about money' in the street – even for suggested money. These are examples of physical transgressions and disruptions to rigid systems of money using the erotic female body. 

5.Bringing all of these experiences and reflections back into a studio practice, I will create a work next year which embodies some of these processes and interventions as a theatrical work to be shown in theatre/dance spaces and potentially also gallery spaces as a reduction and distillation of this interactive community art process and social healing process. This could include some experiences from the street and also from other people's lives if they permit that.









Sacred

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Holiness, or sanctity, is in general the state of being holy (perceived by religious individuals as associated with the divine)[1] or sacred (considered worthy of spiritual respect or devotion; or inspiring awe or reverence among believers in a given set of spiritual ideas).[2] In other contexts, "objects are often considered 'holy' or 'sacred' if used for spiritual purposes",[3] such as the worship or service of gods. These terms can also be used in a non-spiritual or semi-spiritual context ("sacred truths" in aconstitution).[4] It is often ascribed to people ("a holy man" of religious occupation, "holy prophet" who is venerated by his followers), objects ("sacred artifact" that is venerated and blessed ),[5] times ("holy days" of spiritual introspection, such as during winter holidays),[6] or places ("sacred ground", "holy place").[7]



Thursday, 13 September 2012

Whose My Audience? Here are some Blog Page Views

I was asked by my supervisors "who is your audience?" Who IS my audience? Hard to say..

Approximately 7000 hits on both sites..

Alexa Wilson · Stats › Overview Sep 6, 2012 2:00 PM – Sep 13, 2012 1:00 PM

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Monday, 10 September 2012

Post Supervisor Meeting: Re-write proposal: Simplify: Money and the Erotic Female Body

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Friday, 7 September 2012

Exclusion/Inclusion: Sacrilisation of personal boundaries/Sanctity

A few clear things arising from my studio/daily practice which is manifold so far - online blogs/discussions/emails bureaucracy contracts/emails collection of discarded/used daily objects studio practice as ritual and art making/'sacred' space, sanctity navigation of daily systems in berlin ie trains, money machines, work, social life, flat, food, yoga, dressing, health and so on ARE observing this idea of inclusion and exclusion from systems.. Also the sacrilisation of my own personal boundaries.. via online/email and relationships. navigation of 'systems' which are sacred as a migrant- visa, banks, registry, debt. transport/train systems. not paying. i should just get a bike. studio practice as sacred/ritual... embodiment. transformation of the overwhelm of external sacred system.. how does this feed back out into the systems of the world and question the power structures therein? EROTIC as power.. and sacred sexuality. transgression. reclaiming of female body/power. also nature. nature. experience of embodiment, yoga, meditation. social structures which are sacred/not sacred. Who decides what is sacred? Temple..? Question to self... why do i need to define? Outsider. To self. Reclamation. Immigrant. Language systems.. transgression. Subversion. Who is my audience? No one. Myself. Anyone. Politics of exclusion/inclusion.. public private. Violent policing of borders, boundaries. To avoid 'criminality'. Expression. Dance. Isolation. To even study this course, where am I? i can't get a visa through the school.. to be anywhere in the northern hemisphere. Dislocation.

Thursday, 6 September 2012

Rehearsal Number 2: September 2012 Tanzfabrik Berlin

Particular explorations here: Working with objects, movement and text.

Hair: Sexuality, its own life, object, texture, identity, hiding, exposed, female monster.. wilderness. I bit rock and roll.

Objects: body and movement with my collected/discarded objects: bringing them alive and in relation to my body. 

Nudity: body and objects, how this reads..

Eroticism/fetishism: Sexualisation of objects as metaphors. On their own or in relation to the body. Objectification/vs sacrilisation of body and objects. The material.

Layering of text/with movement... eg reading random german from dictionary/language as a power system of exclusion/inclusion while improvising between objects, actions, movements and symbolic meanings. Random.. but very fertile space for meaning. Also movement alongside lines from some of the text/ from bureaucracies/emails/contracts/personal emails in response to online sites. Playing with voice, satire, objects, movement, improvising was very fruitful and interesting.

 Ritual: Objects, dance, movement, the body, as sacred ritual, however fucked up or random. The Mixture of everyday objects I have personally discarded, moving between notions of 'sacred' and 'unsacred' fluidly through inclusion of texts/spoken : from memory or read from emails or books, mostly from memory, slowed down.. turned into song... 'played with' and subverted into my own sacred ritual.

Dancing with the laptop was pretty funny at the end, something very weird about our relationship to technology as sacred, like my computer is my boyfriend or something.

Residue: Objects in the space without the body but the impact of the body/my body upon the space and objects..

I am interested in the line between abject/grotesque and beautiful, in performance art/psychomagic/surrealist symbolism .. I am looking for this.. and then also the feeling and the space between text and movement, the space created by improvisation and the opening of something like tarot- into fertile possible, random or synchronous spaces.. uninhibited by rigid systems like bureaucracy. The deconstruction of words and meaning through internet systems/bureaucracies and online email encounters and the power or violence of these systems... the subversion and magical transformation of these in the sacred studio/art ritual practice of movement, meditation, art, reflection, bodily impulse, dialogue with self and objects, mirrors, cameras and music.. technology and strange alienating discarded objects and how they change meanings, how meanings alter within the liminal space between 'sacred' and 'unsacred' particularly in terms of 'power'.